I have always hated violence of any kind.  Maybe this is normal for most people, but it truly disturbs me on a deep level.  It's really hard to put into words.  I can remember when I was a kid, there was a fight in the road, outside of my house.  These two boys were fighting and baseball bat was involved.  I was home and of course knew that it was going on and I literally went into a panic.  I couldn't stand the thought of what was taking place.  I felt so aware of the...